emo zz
it's really suck to be me but i should feel thanks because i have be strong for a long time.. i couldn't understand myself, i give up easily,
i'm damn tired with life.. i'm jealous who can be happy whenever they want..
my life are all pretending to be happy, people need me but when i need them?
ya.. people are just liddat.. i wanted to say at them,
i also have a feelings, do you like smile like get force? do you like laugh like get force?
it's my bad habit since last years, i never care about myself feelings,
how i solve my problem easily? i always choose a way that can make myself hurting,
i just only care about what other feelings, that's why they never relieze it
that i also have a feelings. i miss the old me last last year, the one who doesn't run
of problem.. the one who are thinking long..
new past
