Feelings
So.. it's so long time i don't update my blog haha~Today i wan to say something abt uhm idk just read it.
I actually fall in love with someone, tbh i really love her.. but i oso worry abt someone~
Nisa, i'm really sorry i know how ur feelings when someone uhm .. u know althought i love her and she oso love me, i'll never leave u but i really don't know now how my feelings.. i know i make u so hurting and that person in askfm really blame me but idc abt dat person anymore. I'm frustrated with myself, i act with u like nothing happen. yea u know, i don't wan u to know abt dis btw but i really don't wan act happy with her together when u have because i don't wan hurting u but if i do like dat she oso will hurting. it's hurting me so much untill i be so weird on twitter.. i really don't like when u say u "OK" when u not ok but make me more hurting is " i wish you always happy with da garl dat u like " it's feel like i really hurt u so much.. it make me think did u think i'll leave u and always happy wit lene only? and yeah i must care abt lene feelings oso~ i'm happy wit someone i love but i make someone hurting, don't u think it's cruel? i want lene and u be happy but it's fail and now i make both of them hurt. i'm blank since yesterday bcs idk wat to du with dis.
new past
